I don't like myself. when I look past the mask of smiles, I see a broken SOUL
when I look into my eyes all I can see is hurt. All I can see is scars.
I don't like myself. I hold determination but it's lack lustre.
An attempt to be the person everyone sees me to be.
I don't like myself. I'm hurting, anxious, pained.
When I look in the mirror I don't see what other people do.
How can people see me as good, how can people see me as talented?
How can people look at me and say that I've done a good job? How?
Even after I've convinced myself that I'm happy, that I'm proud
I fall when I see that it could be all for naught.
Please stop... stop t